Mad Happy
If, for every word that I spoke I stole a tear from you, I wonder: would I really stop speaking? Once I
might have said what the hell are you asking that for? I might have said such and such to tear you down
for the pleasure not unlike being on the giving side of a trigger.
The ticking sound of the clock’s second hand, impatient and keeping time; I heard on the news the other
day about a U.S. soldier firing on his own men; 13 dead, 40 wounded. Everyone wonders and regrets as
one might regret ignoring a burning cigarette, left to its own devices on the dry, wooden bookshelf.
A crazy man, they say. Unconfirmed reports. I look up at my dad eating his red soup, and wonder sadly
to my new self, ‘Ah, the insane pleasure of being on the giving side.’
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